Doing things changes things

Since I worked and studied in Yulin, I always have felt lonely when prearing my examination. In this little county, most of the residents just want to earn a living in a stable environment. Therefore, few people, like me, try to change the way of living.
Fortunately, I finally have 3 classmates to study together. We steady a time to discuss our studies. I think we are not competitors but companions!

I'm a sleeping guy, espcially in classes.
I am wondering that is it a physical or emotional problem?

"Sleeping Beauty" was a nickname given by my classmates in cram school.
I don't want to always doze off, because sleeping in class actually wastes my time.
It let me spend more time on studying than other ones who can concentrate on in class.

Today, in my emt-1 class, I slept again and again during the whole day.
Oh, I really want to be a good student in every class!

This is a short-term training for emergency technism, and people who finish the 50 hours of lecture and pass a series of exams can have a license and have some ability to help people in need.
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Actually some lectures are boring because they are too simple for me and always Iet me doze off. However, there are still fun sometimes.
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Like today, we met a interested doctor. He was a urologist and taught us about urologica trauma and related diseases we might deal with. Because he took the wrong message so he thought we are doctors who recceiving re-education. Therefore he prepared very professional lecture for us. All his powerpoint were presented in English, most of my classmates nearly could't understand the content, but I was high because that was very chanllenging and at least I could understand most content in the slides,and I could write them all down in short times. The doctor was also specail, too. Although he knew that we are idiots in his field, he didn't stop asking questions like the Dr. House in drama. I was happy at that time because I got a right answer in one question! I really liked the doctor and this was my favorite class so far.
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The course is going to the end, and I hope that I can pass that in high grades!

It's time to cheer myself up!
I have already hated to repeat something over many years.
Though feeling sad, but I have to stand doing these studying.

I know that I will be a doctor and I can be a good doctor more than just a teacher.
I want more than what I have now even if I know I have to pay for this.

Just to do it, no matter how other people judge me.