Doing things changes things

Six students in my class cheated in their mid-term exams last week.
I really feel sad about this.
Am I leading them to the wrong diection?

What in the world can I do?

Since I worked and studied in Yulin, I always have felt lonely when prearing my examination. In this little county, most of the residents just want to earn a living in a stable environment. Therefore, few people, like me, try to change the way of living.
Fortunately, I finally have 3 classmates to study together. We steady a time to discuss our studies. I think we are not competitors but companions!

These days are really tough for me. My job is to take care of 40 students in school days and this is definitely not a easy job, especially when a troublemaker is in the class!

Although I feel sad because of the troublemaker sometimes, I also aprreciate all the things. I can feel that I become stronger and more confident after these trials.

I hope that my class will be well in controll as soon as possible and I can get much more free time to prepare my exam.

I feel a little depressed about my daily routines now.
First of all, I don't follow my studying schedule and it is a serious situation. I have to hurry up to acommodate myself to the changed milieu.
Second, my students don't actully obey the class rules, so I have to spend more time to push them to finish their jobs. Honestly, I really hate to punish them in various ways. However, as long as they don't take some punishments because of their mistakes, they will make more and more mistakes and break more rules than ever.
Terrible days!

A new semester is coming in few hours.
There are more challenges than ever in my working place.
I don't know how difficult the duties are, but I will try to deal with everything I will meet.
Trying to do stuying again will also be an important part of my life.
I know I can do better.
Tomorrow will be a new start.