Doing things changes things

給我們班某位學生
你贏了
你終於激發了我罵人的潛能
當老師邁入第四年
在你面前 我終於爆發了

今天是馴獸師經驗值大增日!

編號106籠子內的三隻雌性動物，
在大門關閉前順理逃脫，步行至3公里外的網咖玩樂、遊蕩。
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When surffing on the Internet, I always spend most of the time on visiting blogs of my friends and students. However, I seldom leave any message and let them know my visitings. That's why I call myself "peeper."

Peeping through my students' blogs can really offer me many useful information. From student's articles, I can hear their deeply voices about life and understand the leatest in my class. However, I have to pretend that I don't realize these things or I will lose everything! Being a peeper is not easy!

Yesterday was my first day to TOEFL class.
It was a small class and there were about ten students in it.
Our teacher is an assistant professor in 環球學院.
He tried to make a whole-English environment.
To be truth, I did enjoy it.

Six students in my class cheated in their mid-term exams last week.
I really feel sad about this.
Am I leading them to the wrong diection?

What in the world can I do?

Since I worked and studied in Yulin, I always have felt lonely when prearing my examination. In this little county, most of the residents just want to earn a living in a stable environment. Therefore, few people, like me, try to change the way of living.
Fortunately, I finally have 3 classmates to study together. We steady a time to discuss our studies. I think we are not competitors but companions!

These days are really tough for me. My job is to take care of 40 students in school days and this is definitely not a easy job, especially when a troublemaker is in the class!

Although I feel sad because of the troublemaker sometimes, I also aprreciate all the things. I can feel that I become stronger and more confident after these trials.

I hope that my class will be well in controll as soon as possible and I can get much more free time to prepare my exam.

I feel a little depressed about my daily routines now.
First of all, I don't follow my studying schedule and it is a serious situation. I have to hurry up to acommodate myself to the changed milieu.
Second, my students don't actully obey the class rules, so I have to spend more time to push them to finish their jobs. Honestly, I really hate to punish them in various ways. However, as long as they don't take some punishments because of their mistakes, they will make more and more mistakes and break more rules than ever.
Terrible days!

A new semester is coming in few hours.
There are more challenges than ever in my working place.
I don't know how difficult the duties are, but I will try to deal with everything I will meet.
Trying to do stuying again will also be an important part of my life.
I know I can do better.

Tomorrow will be the last day in my emt-1 training.
In truth, I start to want to know the other classmate more.
After these days learning, strangers are no more starngers.
In the break time, I chatted to people nearby about anything.
One of them is a family farm owner, two of them are in voluntarily military service, and many are emplyees in private ambulance company.